Office by Alex Penny
DON’T FUCKING DO IT.
This boy is way too god to be true.
I swear to god even though I consider you my best friend, you have got to be the most goddamn racist person on the face of this planet! It’s not okay to be racist! The worst part is you deny being racist, it’s so fucking annoying!
Whenever I leave an artshow and I don’t win anything, i always feel a little ping of sadness inside me. I just need to channel this emotion and make it motivate to work harder, and to push myself into doing so. It’s just that I want this so bad, I’ve wanted this my whole life, and I’m just following my dreams everyday, but when I feel so confident going into things, and I don’t do as well as I wanted to it gets to me a little. I need to work harder, I need to beat out the rest. My personality won’t get me into a college even though it wins ove their representatives. I need to push myself, I want this, I need this, I can’t imagine myself doing anything else. I need to live, eat, breathe art, and I’m ready to make it happen. I am determined to win a scholarship and make everyone proud, including myself. Proove to them that I can and will make it.
I swear, somedays I think he hates me.
I got into a fight with my ex boyfriend, and today we made made up, it feels really good to get guilt off my chest. :)
